Love Letter to a Body Being, from Marie
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a reflection ~ divination
... in writing the above to you, I felt it in my body
each moment in my body, this tug and buoy and lift and current and wave
that is how I know! how I learn! how I sense! how I remember!
I felt it as I wrote it to you!
my body is so wise, the cultivator and attuner of so much, in my learning, knowing, performing, LOVING, people-connecting, leading, writing/communicating/flowing
and i think, if I step back, all the way back, like hawk eye view, like solar system view, on the biochemistry revelations of pain to be transmuted (biochemistry revelation of the longtime wisdom: “all things in the universe are either love, or a call for love”)
that the experiences of these years have been from overriding my body, and it is such a primal-primary form of intelligence and intuition and inquiry and integrity for me!
my body-self is like: “whoaaaaaaah human!! you ARE a body knower-learner-communicator-synthesizer-love-beamer-center-maker-connector-activator-blesser!!”
“whatcha dang doing trying to suppress that!!?! you override and override and overwork and under sleep, you overdo and undermine the blessings that you are/are/are/were/will be. bless and rest, restore and at the behest of all angels who see it wider than you: peace, peace, peace comes from listening, first, to the songs and the quiet, the breath and the story, the movement and the stillness of you-as/in/guided-body. allow, allow, allow.”
what is unpaved